Peshawar, Pakistan

5-15-2008

I left Chitral at 8:40am on a crowded, cramped, and horribly uncomfortable mini-bus heading to Peshawar. I experienced faint hesitation and was a bit nervous about visiting Peshawar because of its close proximity to Afghanistan and the notoriously dangerous tribal areas between Peshawar and the Afghan border (Wazirestan). During my logistical research, I read that Peshawar had become a hot bed for terrorists, and that it was becoming increasingly unstable. Apparently terrorists were flooding into the tribal areas from Afghanistan and threatening the stability of Peshawar and Pakistan in general.

The paved road ended at about 11:40am as the bus began its ascent up a beautiful mountain pass. Besides the continuously painful discomfort and the rapidly transitioning  scenery, the next few hours were rather uneventful. At around 2:30pm we stopped in the desolate mountain town of Dirat for lunch. Upon arrival in Dirat I was immediately befriended by a Pakistani businessman from Peshawar on his way to Chitral. He spoke perfect English and thankfully was more than happy to help me order some food from a nearby restaurant. I am constantly taken back by how friendly Pakistani people are. Even in my shalwar kameez I stick out like a sore thumb; which in essence helps attract friendly locals who seem to feel compelled to invite me into their daily lives with warm smiles and gentle curiosity. Dirat was a very bleak mountain town with friendly locals and weakening dry heat. Due to the high elevation and mountainous landscape, the northern regions of Pakistan are much cooler than the central and southern regions. As the bus inched its way toward Peshawar the temperature steadily rose, and my personal discomfort continued to climb to near unbearable levels. I numbed the pain periodically by nestling a pinch of naswar against my gums; the anesthetizing nicotine coursed threw my veins quickly, and partnered up with the music of Matt Costa to bring on a chemically, and melodiously induced trance of inspiration and reflective thought. 

When we stopped for dinner at 7:00pm, I observed several subtle aspects of change. Along with the landscape becoming monotonously brown, flat, and dry; the people seemed marginally more introverted and less welcoming to infidels. I was now entering the heart of Pakistan, far away from the generally safe and delicately isolated northern regions. 

At 8:45pm the bus pulled into a noisy, crowded, loud, and obnoxiously dusty dirt lot on the edge of Peshawar. I had no idea where I was and was a bit nervous and intimidated by my predicament. Peshawar was huge and incredibly underdeveloped; I was out of my element and beginning to feel a bit unsure about my immediate personal safety.………To top it off; I had no Idea where I was going. From previous travel experiences I have learned that a city’s bus station is generally a haven for con artists and sketchy individuals. As a result of this gained knowledge, my first objective was to immediately flee the bus station and then to reevaluate the situation in a safer location. As I walked along the dark, deafening, and agonizingly dusty street; I was stalked by overzealous rickshaw drivers and inquisitive vendors. I was a bit like a fish out of water and constantly on my guard. Despite my traditional Pakistani attire, the large backpack I was carrying over my shoulders overpoweringly screamed tourist. I really had no idea exactly how safe the area was, or if I was even heading in the correct direction; consuming fear and overpowering adrenaline kept me moving along the dark road at a frantic pace. Even so late in the evening, the heat was almost unbearable. Walking five+ miles with a 40lb pack in 95F+ heat was not easy; I was sweating buckets and was horribly fatigued by the time I reached a central area with a few hotels.

My fear and frustration elevated dramatically after being refused accommodation by the first five hotels I visited; each time the owner of the hotel would politely explain that their security was not adequate enough to host me. What does that mean? Were they worried about my safety, or were they simply trying to avoid hosting an infidel? I guess a bomb going off at their hotel would not be good for business. I eventually found an adequate/cheap hotel at around 11pm. I was sweating profusely, exhausted, filthy, scared, paranoid, hungry, and more than ready for a bit of a breather. The hotel was definitely on the trashy side; it was a dusty, windowless, dimly lit, concrete building with cracked walls and high ceilings.

My room: 8x8ft cement box, small bed with torn, stained and collapsed mattress, small filthy bathroom with a squat toilet and rusty shower pipe(no nozzle),no sink, no windows, and one barely operational ceiling fan. 

My room was like a cement sauna; thanks to the lack of ventilation, the fan’s only productive effect was to push hot air back into my face. This was by far the trashiest hotel I had ever slept in. But for $1.30 a night……….how was I to complain. The problem with this place as well as the rest of Pakistan for that matter is that the power supply is both sporadic and unpredictable. I was in my room no longer than 20 minutes before the power shut off and I became encased in awkward, frightening, and painful discomfort. My black coffin of a room was turning into a bread oven. The lack of ventilation was suffocating me, it literally must have been around 130F in the room when the fan was off………..it was horrible. I felt my way through the darkness into the bathroom, the small dark room that held the key to my survival. I devised a solution to escape the inevitably looming effects of heat exhaustion. The solution………..20 min in the shower, 40 minutes sprawled out naked on the bed. It worked, however the radiant heat dried me in minutes and left me sweating profusely for the last 30 minutes of each hour. At 2am the power kicked back in and the heavenly fan began to spin around like angel wings. It was a lifesaver; I was not sure I would be able to handle the intense discomfort much longer. In reality, who was I kidding, where else was I to go. After another quick shower, I laid in my bed/hammock and finally was able to get a bit of shut eye. At 5am I woke up in a pool of sweat, my deep innie belly button turned into a sweat filled shot glass that poured down my sides with excess each time my lungs filled with air. Back to the misery and pain! I hopped in the shower again and resumed my cooling strategy for about an hour before giving up on sleep entirely in order to begin my day. At 6am I escaped my concrete coffin and began wandering down the adjacent street away from my hotel. Down the street a ways, I came across a crew of construction workers sitting on a dirty side walk eating a vegetable and rice salad. The guy’s operation appeared to be relatively sanitary, so with little hesitation I purchased a serving from the street vendor for 25cents and consumed it with slight anticipation of future nausea. It was early in the day, so I perceived that the plate I was using was only used a few times before me that morning……………it could have been much worse. The sun was shining and the food was delicious; I suddenly became increasingly excited about exploring Peshawar. 

After wandering around in circles for a few hours, I came across a small internet café in the basement of a run down block apartment. The computers were ancient and the connection speed was ridiculously slow, but it did the trick. I was eager to research my future travel logistics and to contact my host in Islamabad.

At around 11am I took a rickshaw to Peshawar’s bustling old bazaar area and began my exploration. I was still marginally intimidated and fearful about Peshawar’s reputation, but eager and intrigued by my surroundings nonetheless. I was in Peshawar, the city on the edge of Pakistan’s disreputable tribal areas, and about to explore a world famous bazaar. The bazaar was incredible; it was amazing to be in the middle of something so chaotic, yet serene. The bazaar was endlessly abundant with just about any sort of consumable you can imagine. I thoroughly enjoyed this bazaar mostly because of the people; instead of being hassled and heckled, I was constantly greeted with copious arrays of enchanting warmth radiating from brotherly smiles.  I was no longer afraid of Peshawar; my suspicion, hesitation, fear, and bewilderment rapidly melted away with each pleasant interaction.

Within two hours of arriving at the old bazaar; I had been befriended by a dozen people and been treated to four cups of tea. It was surprisingly difficult to walk down an entire block without being coerced into a hospitable gesture. The loud, crowded, dusty streets, were no longer a place of fear and overwhelming intimidation, they had become a place of warmth, a quiet village nestled away within rolling hills of fragrant flowers. The mask was taken off and what I saw within was something beautiful. 

After about four hours of wandering, observing, and casual interaction; I became completely lost. I was not sure exactly where I was, but knew that I was definitely far from the old bazaar. I ended up in a large courtyard containing green grass, an old mosque, and several bushy trees that gave off an abundance of well appreciated shade. While sitting on a crusty cement bench in the courtyard I was approached by on old man sporting a bright white shalwar Kameez, a bushy white beard, and a white skull cap. His face was dark and leathery, with deep creases around his eyes and across his forehead. He greeted me with a warm smile and a “ asalam ahalikum”. I responded with “ halikum salam”. The old man soon began talking about his son who lived in Sacramento and how much he loved America. He then passionately explained to me that Muslims are generally good people, and how he does not understand why ‘Bush’ wants to destroy his religion. I was not exactly sure how to respond to this accusation; I have been approached with similar statements and accusations on several occasions, but am taken back each time the subject is broached. The man intensely proclaimed that the US invasion of Iraq was simply an action taken with intention to destroy a Muslim nation and to spread democracy and Christianity. He was adamant in his statements and had no doubt in his mind that the USA’s government wants nothing more than to eradicate the religion of Islam. I decided to just sit back and listen to this man vent, I was unsure how to respond to the man, and was not sure if confrontation and debate would be productive.

Well, another strange and awkward conversation in a very volatile region……………what is the appropriate response? I suppose over the last few months my answers have become more and more polished, and my opinions have become more dynamic. My rebuttal was a bit typical:

 “There are over 300 million Americans in the USA, and most of them do not believe in the fundamentals of our current presidency. Our country is made up of a beautiful mixture of displaced immigrants from all parts of the world. We have complete religious freedom, and by law must respect all of the many religions of our nation. There will always be bad and good people in each and every country of our world, unfortunately the western media puts it’s emphasis on the bad, and shines light on hatred, ugliness, and bigotry rather than love, respect, acceptance, and tolerance. I assure you that America does not have any intention to eradicate Islam, nor does it want to take over Islamic republics. America was attacked by a group of Islamic radicals full of hatred, and it spooked our presidency into making poor decisions with miscalculated consequences”

After discussing, and peacefully debating for about an hour, we shook hands and parted our separate ways. I enjoy these sorts of interactions immensely; each time I am able to speak to a person with a view different than my own, I feel enlightened and am able to look critically at future situations with a broader point of view.

Within 30 minutes of leaving the courtyard I ended up in a bustling back alley filled with goats and textile shops. Even though the street was slightly shaded, the walls of the narrow alley radiated vast amounts of powerful heat that expelled sweat from my body like an unripe steak. Despite it being only 2:30 in the afternoon, my body was already shattered with fatigue. 

A young guy with a long beard spotted me from across the street and waved me over. He was sporting a military style (camouflage) hat and an off-white shalwar kameez. As I walked across the road to greet him he flashed me a warm smile and said “hello please sit down”. While sitting down beside him, he observed my sweaty, worn out appearance with concern and told me that I should sit and rest. He then walked into the building and came back shortly with a Coca Cola on the rocks. It was just what the doctor ordered; it was the most delicious and revitalizing coke I had ever consumed. My new friend’s name was Ahmed and he worked as an assistant/security guard for the small medical clinic. Moments later another man named Mohammed came from within the medical clinic to greet me; he had dark skin and soft eyes. After finishing my coke Ahmed escorted me into the clinic and sat me down in a small office at the end of the narrow hallway. The office was dimly lit, had a large ceiling fan, and was decorated with cliché, flagrantly bright posters of farm houses, domestic animals, and sports cars. I sat in confusion, alone in the office for about 15 minutes before the director burst into the room to greet me.  She (Johar) sat down across from me and with a suspicious/confused/curious look asked me what I wanted. The question caught me off guard……………..what did I want? I was escorted in off the streets and now was sitting in the director’s office of a hospital. I told the director that I was a tourist and that I had been casually invited to the clinic by Ahmed for a short rest and a cold drink. She internally analyzed my answer briefly before asking me if she could get me something to drink. After politely declining her offer, she gave me a strange look before ordering her assistant to bring me a Coke. The director of the hospital was a plump, pretty, and confident woman in her mid 20s. She had just finished medical school and was now overseeing her parents (both physicians) clinic. We spent the next hour discussing various correlations and contrasts between our countries’ health care, education system, and social dynamics. 

I found it fascinating that she was so cold, cynical and stubbornly pessimistic when it came to love. I consider myself a bit of a cynic when it comes to “soul mates”, “true love”, “destiny”, “marriage”…….etc. but she truly blew me away. She believes that love is childish and non-existent in the mature educated world. Her views on marriage were very business oriented, very structured, with little room for nonsense. Johar believes that your parents always know what is best for you, so when the time comes they will choose the perfect mate for you. And this arranged marriage is not about love, it is about “your duty”……which pretty much means your put on earth to work hard, make babies, train your kids to live a lifestyle free from sin and corruption,………then you die. I find her opinions interesting and practical………….but I am not sure I am ready to throw out self interest, spontaneity, deviance, and romantic love in favor of a dull, scripted, monotonous, conservative, and highly orthodox life.

After our little chat, Johar told me that I must come back at 1:40pm for lunch. After thanking her for the hospitality and conversation, I stepped out into the rugged heat and continued my journey to nowhere. In order to ensure I did not become disoriented, I simply walked in a straight line down the hot dusty street away from the clinic. I figured as long as I did not make any turns I would be able to retrace my steps and return to the medical clinic with ease. I now felt very comfortable in Peshawar; I had been confronted only with smiles and kind words. Where were all the terrorists at? Where were the cold stares, harsh words, and blind hatred? Was I in the same Peshawar that I had been reading about on the news?

Peshawar’s dry heat was debilitating, and agonizingly uncomfortable. It was well above 100F as I walked down the crowded streets dodging decorative buses and aggressive rickshaw drivers. After walking about two miles in unbearable heat I decided to take a bit of a breather. I found a corner store and picked up a small bottle of cold ‘Arabian Dew’ (tastes just like Mountain dew, Pakistanis love their Mountain dew!) and a small brick of Naswar ( chewing tobacco). I spent the next 30 minutes sitting on a dusty, shaded curb sipping soda and enjoying the effects of strong Pakistani tobacco. My body was stoned and my mind was numb as I sat on the curb, sweat pouring down my face, trying in vain to unravel the complex thoughts and perplexities plaguing my conscience. 

I have found that I enjoy putting myself in awkward and uncomfortable situations. I thrive on stepping outside of my comfort zone and into unfamiliar territory. I suppose it is the way it makes me feel that drives me into these situations. The feelings of vulnerability, confusion, fear, excitement, danger, shame, and enlightenment spike when I am outside of my element. I am beginning to believe that this adrenaline rush caused by disposition and fear is perhaps borderline unhealthy. Is that why I am in Pakistan? The need to push the envelope, and constantly take things to the next level has landed me in an increasingly unstable country, with undeniable dangers and volatility. The interesting thing about my off the path travel experiences is that I have continually come to the same conclusions: No place is as dangerous as you may initially think; ignorance breeds fear. People are the same all over the world; love, hate, lust, greed, kindness, selfishness, playfulness, happiness, sadness, desire and determination, are things possessed by all human beings no matter what your race, ethnicity, religion or geographic location may be. Love, warmth, kindness, open-mindedness, and tolerance opens doors to friendship, and dissolves ignorance and hatred.

At 1:40pm I arrived at the medical clinic and was greeted warmly by Ahmed and Mohammed, who were both sitting in white chairs near the entrance of the clinic. Ahmed then escorted me to a back room with a fan, dining table, and a dozen rusty chairs. The electricity was off, which made the room turn into a sweat box. I was forced to constantly wipe the sweat off my forehead in order to prevent the dust and sweat from invading my already burning eyes.  I  then sat alone in the dimly lit room for 40 minutes……………..Had they forgot about me? What was I doing? Should I head for the door and sneak out of this relatively awkward situation? I decided to tuff it out, and eventually my lunch arrived. Ahmed presented me with chicken, yogurt, hot milk, coke, and a tomato-cucumber salad. After eating my lunch in silence and isolation; four middle aged Pakistani men entered the room. They all sported long bushy beards and light colored shalwar kameezes. I stood and greeted the men as they entered the room with confident demeanor and curious eyes. We then sat around the table and began to discuss my favorite topic………..American politics.

To say the least the conversation was a bit rough around the edges. It was a four on one political debate where the gloves were off and the river of propaganda was raging uncontrollably. After calmly debating with the men about the Iraq war, President Bush, Pakistan-USA relations, and Islamic extremism;…………the men touched a nerve that sent me into a uncontrollable whirlwind of rage. After listening to one of the men go off on a tangent about how the 9-11 attacks were planned and allowed by the US government, I completely lost my composure. 

-The man’s argument: “The USA has seamless intelligence, intelligence so broad and thorough that it would be impossible for the USA to allow such a large scale attack to slip through its fingers unintentionally. The USA condoned and helped plan the 9-11 attacks because it wanted an excuse to attack and conquer Islamic nations. The USA’s goal is to eradicate the religion of Islam, control all of the world’s oil, and convert all people to Christianity. The 9-11 attacks were not executed by Islamic extremists; they were simply a series of accidents caused by mechanical problems within each airplane.”

The last statement is what tripped my breaker switch and took me over the edge. I stood up, walked up to the guy and said:

“That is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard in my life. There is bullshit propaganda everywhere, and just because it is written on a website, or in a newspaper does not make it true. Here are a few facts for you: Islamic extremism is very real. There are in fact Muslims who hate my country enough to perform a Jihad attack on it. The 9-11 attacks were executed by Alqeida! There is no gray area, there is no room for debate……………it happened. Islamic extremists killed over 3,000 people in my country in one day. It is not a conspiracy! The USA would not bomb our own country, or allow terrorists to kill thousands of people just to create an excuse to start a war. These statements are common sense. America is a country of diversity; we are all displaced immigrants (with exception to American Indians) trying to make better lives for ourselves in a very young country. My country is not perfect, neither is my government. We are not one culture trying to extinguish another; we are many cultures and ethnicities trying to live as one in a land of growing tolerance and acceptance. Our intelligence is very complex and strong, but not free from error. It is literally impossible to avoid all terrorist activity through intelligence. The fact is that Americans do not generally like President Bush! We do not believe his decisions in relation to Iraq were good ones. I did not choose to invade Iraq………..my president did this on his own behalf, and under false pretenses. I believe going into Iraq was a mistake, and so do most Americans. You must understand that there are over 300 million Americans in the USA………..and the majority of them despise President Bush and his Middle Eastern foreign policy. I find it absurd that you would believe all the stupid, bullshit propaganda you have been told. Why would any country shoot themselves in the foot? Not everything is grey……………………this issue is black and white.”

I literally yelled this statement as loud as I could, and with furious anger. My throat completely dried out and created a painful and uncomfortable tickle in my throat. Even after pounding a glass of water, it took me a full 10 minutes to get my voice back. 

After regaining my composure, I looked around the room and was a bit taken back by how silent the men were. They were all in shock and seemed to be a bit embarrassed about setting me off like that. I guess they adequately comprehended that they had offended me, and now understand just how sensitive Americans are when discussing the 9-11 attacks. 

One man stood up and broke the silence by saying: “we are all brothers and were simply born in different geographic locations. We know and understand that there are many things said about the USA that are not true; but we do know that your president is no different than Hitler. He is a bad man, and is responsible for the deaths of many Muslims.” 

We all stood up, smiled, shook hands and left the table without animosity, hatred or anger. We understood each other; we knew that we could not possibly see eye to eye on all of the complex issues of recent international politics. We are simply concerned citizens of or respective nations, who are concerned about the future of our countries.

After our debate, three of the men left, while Ahmed and Johar reentered the room to present me with the idea of going to a museum. I told them I would love to go to the museum, but first had to purchase some clothes from the bazaar. 

I walked about a mile from the medical clinic to a small tailoring shop on the edge of a small, goat infested alley. The shop owner did not speak any English, but sent off his assistant to track down someone who did. A few moment later three teenagers entered the shop and greeted me with energy and enthusiasm. Within 30 minutes the teens had helped me buy 8 yards of cotton cloth from the bazaar, and explained to the tailor that I wanted a shalwar kameez made with the material. Everything went off without a hitch; I was measured up and ready to pick up my tailored clothes the following morning. 

When business was finished, the three guys took me next door to their shop for an orange Fanta and a bit of conversation. The three young guys berated me with questions that I was more than happy to answer. Throughout my time on the road, I have been asked just about everything, and have come up with polished answers to even the most controversial questions. Toward the end of our conversation one guy asked me……….. “What advice can you give us?”……………….. …………………………………………………………………………………………………….. I thought about it for a minute and then proceeded to say:………………………….   .……………………………………………………………………………………………. “My advice to you is to leave your country for a short time so that you will be able to analyze your country from the outside in. It is important to see that there are multiple sides to every story, and often it is difficult to understand the world within the comfort of your own country-city-neighborhood. If you have spent your entire life exclusively drinking Coca Cola, and have seen only Coca Cola commercials and advertising; how can you possibly know anything about Fanta? There is nothing wrong with you choosing to solely drink Coca Cola, but it will provide you with a more accurate personal comparison and contrast if you know first hand exactly what Fanta tastes like. So basically what I am saying is: step outside the comfort of your everyday life, and go see the world.”

His response: 

“You do not understand, you have no idea how we live, what you say is not possible for me or any of us. You think that we can simply leave our country and explore the world, but you have no idea what you are talking about, because you know nothing about our lives. I am 16 and must support my parents and my sisters; exactly how can I afford to leave me country? We live in a poor country, and have responsibilities to our families; we are not free to leave. You just don’t understand that what you say is not possible for us.”

Well what can I say, the kid had a point. Who am I to tell people the road to enlightenment is to see the world, and that anyone can do it. I grew up in a financially stable family, in a wealthy country full of opportunity. What do I know about the life challenges of Pakistani teens? I suppose it is a bit challenging to follow your dreams when you are held down with enormous amounts of responsibility, particularly with your family’s financial wellbeing. I suppose my advice becomes void and foolish when speaking to those of less privileged backgrounds…………I will never forget this conversation because it brought me down from the hippie cloud I was floating on and pulled me back to earth. Life is not fair, suffering is inevitable, and most people live and die without chasing after their dreams; dreams and aspirations often die at a young age. Unfortunately,…….. responsibility, maturity, and rational thought can be the kryptonite for lofty dreams and personal aspirations. 

After my humbling and slightly disheartening conversation with the young guys, I headed back to the medical clinic to meet up with Ahmed and Johar.

 About 30 minutes after I had returned to the medical clinic, a new guy named Zar showed up with a small ornately modified car and moments later we were off to the museum. Before I left Ahmed gave me his army hat and shook my hand with a warm smile.

Zar, Johar and I drove to the museum at around 7pm. The museum was closed for the evening but was quickly reopened after a bit of bakshish (Arabic word for tip money) was presented to the guards. The museum was quite interesting; it consisted primarily of ancient Buddhist artifacts found throughout Pakistan. I could see the cultural and national pride in the eyes of my hosts as they paraded me around the museum. It had been a long day, and I was pretty much exhausted by the time I had reached the museum, so I can’t say truthfully that I enjoyed the museum much.

Later that evening Zar drove Johar and I to a four star hotel called Pearl Continental Hotel. It was by far the nicest hotel in Peshawar. The hotel was absurdly priced and outrageously extravagant, however this did not stop my hosts from parading around the joint like they owned the place. It was an interesting situation, I found myself over evaluating the situation; this is my curse, I tend to over evaluate everything………Why was I taken to the nicest restaurant in Peshawar? Is there something they expect from me, or are they simply trying to display their wealth to me? Am I expected to pay for the food? Would they have taken one of their Pakistani friends here, or was I here simply because I am a white guy from the USA. Was this simple dinner and short lived façade of wealth going to disrupt their financial stability? After all, a $100 dinner bill to your average Pakistani correlates evenly with a middle class American spending $1,000 on a meal. Sure it can be done, but it is not something that should be taken lightly. The dinner was dragged out for three long agonizing hours………I was tired, bored, and generally was not into the conversation. It turns out that Johar really wants to further her education in the USA, but is not sure exactly how to get her foot in the door. I told her I would be her sponsor if she applied for a visa and perhaps help her look around for potential scholarships, but generally there is not much I can do to help. After I had finished out the conversation, consumed a bit of chicken, 3 cups of coffee, and some chocolate cake, we were on our way home. I was dropped off at my hotel at 10:30pm…………it was a long day and I was exhausted.

When I arrived at my hotel the power was completely out, the guy at the front desk had to escort me to my room with a flashlight. I was blind as a bat in my pitch black room and again sweating profusely. It was horribly uncomfortable……………your body can handle about 20 minutes of 120F+ heat before your head starts feeling funny, and the nausea begins to creep up on you. At this point I feel my way toward the bathroom and have a seat on the 3 in wooden platform below my shower. I sit on the platform mainly to avoid the 3 inch cockroaches that squirm around my bathroom floor when the lights are out. (They really freak me out…………..they are literally the size of small mice.) After turning on the water I simple lean forward, hug my knees and sit in strange, but soothing silence for about 30 minutes. The water crashes against my back, and eventually cools the core of my body to a degree that the nausea subsides and I again feel brave enough to reenter my dark furnace of a room. Again I am lying wet, naked and in comfortable darkness pondering recent events and experiences.

-Why did I get so worked up about the whole 9-11 conspiracy comment? Why did I feel comfortable confronting the guy and yelling at him? Was that a potentially dangerous move? Why the hell did I spend 3 hours in a posh hotel restaurant today? Would it have been worth it to splurge on a $20 room in a nice hotel? $1.30 for a room is not bad………but is the pain and discomfort worth the money I am saving?

The electricity kicked in around 1am…………and I drifted off to sleep shortly after. I awoke at 4am sweating buckets and feeling nauseous…………..time for a shower.

I checked out of the hotel at 7am…………….gave a confirmation phone call to my host in Islamabad, picked up my tailored shalwar kameez, and within two hours was on the 11am bus headed to Islamabad.

Medical Clinic crew

The guys who helped me in the bazaar